to live your life you have to take a chance, but yo also have to take the bad and believe in the good. last night , it all seem just right i was happy, but then i whint out to see some family i had not seem in about a year. it all start off good but the longer i was there i could see they had no faith, in them self, in life, in god. nothing and they all just used echothre and were unkind and oh so uncaring! how could some one, let alone a grup of people live there life that way? it upset me and and made me wish they were not my family. so i was on my way home.
and then this guy iv liked for some time on call! i forgot how unhappy i was! i was giddy! haaha, lame i know!its just hes a really nice guy, good looking, has a life that he worked for and has put time in to. hes going place evan tho he may not see it. guy that are well put together really don't seem to want to spend time with me..why i have no clue. but from the first time i saw him, we clicked! it was amazing! but iny ways!
i whint and spinet some time at hes place and we talk about life and the world and how humans are killing the world and them self! it was the best having some one to talk to that sees the world in the ways i do, and you know some thing just spending time with and talking, made me want to be a battre person, to fix the little thangs i say I'm going to and then put off! and really just wanted to spend more time with him!
and who knows maybe he felt the same way ( i can only hope) but if not, i think and feel that it was fait that helped us meet! and I'm ok with just that if that's all i get!
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