So today was a day, it was up, it was down, but it still rained all day. It was as the worlds way of tell me it’d be ok. For truly no one can see you cry in the rain. Only you and your self, can and know the truth.

Today I had a bad day, I messed up in photo class, I got in a fight with my now x boyfriend, and I fell down and hit my head really hard, ppl think I should have passed out! and last but not lest my yoga class was called off.

So I spint the night at the x boyfriends, and we did what we all ways do, we got high. And then whint to bed. But I dint sleep, I was thinking about how unhappy I was. And then a light whint off and it came to me, I love him but not as a lover. I cant see my self with him. So today I told him and now were not going out he’s rather up set, but im rather happy. I think I knew it was not going to work from the start. But im happy no matre what!